Thursday, September 30, 2010
Why September
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Sami
September.. I hate September Someone make it go away.
It really is a bad month.. All together.
September 2006 - SGT David Weir was KIA.
September 2008 - SSG William Hasenflu was KIA
September 2010 - It Never Ends. Casualty Assistance Officer shows up
at the unit. A soldier Lost her hubby in Afghanistan. So needless to
say it was hard on Rick last night..
Sometimes I wonder what freaking else can go wrong..
Just someone make it go away please..
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
2 Years Ago Today
Today marks the 2 year anniversary of the Death of Ricks
Best Friend SSG William Hasenflu. He was KIA in Afghanistan.
It has been a tough road, but its been an eye opener.Every Military Wife
and Family Member knows the possibility of what can happen but you never
want it to be you. September has been difficult. Our 2nd deployment
we lost SGT David Weir,and the 3rd we lost Flu.
I remember it very clearly too.. People try and block it out but it is difficult when
its so close to family. I remember getting called by another wife asking if I had
heard anything because we just came out of a black out. I didn't hear anything
but we had a death. I was waiting to hear from Rick. When I was talking to the
other wife Rick called and the first words out of my mouth is "Who was it? "
I knew if anyone would know it would be Rick.He said "Flu" I about fell.. I started
crying and didnt want to believe it.. It was difficult at first but taking to Rick
made me feel better. I knew that Rick was safe but felt so miserable
because of the simple fact it was so close to home and family..
My first reaction when I got off the phone with Rick was I needed to talk to his
wife and make sure they was okay.. I didn't care about anything else at that point.
People take for granite everyday life and think that nothing bad is
ever going to happen to them and they wont loose anyone they care about
They need to realize that anything could happen at home or deployed.
REST IN PEACE
SSG WILLIAM HASENFLU
SGT DAVID WEIR
AND ALL THE FALLEN MILITARY MEMBERS
NEVER FORGOTTEN
Day 30 and update
Well I still havent heard anything about my financial aid and I am
not sure If i am going to at this point. It is almost October and the new
rules for MYCAA take effect soon. So it is one of those things to where I guess
I am not sure if I get it or not anymore. I have been told many different things and
actually it is getting on my nerves. I dont know what to believe anymore..
I want to scream at this point when it comes to school and MYCAA..
I wonder why it comes to the fact of when I want to go to school and actually do
something I love doing I can't because something always happens and things
get screwed up one way or another..
UGH..
Lately I am beginning to hate people. I know It is the fact that I shouldn't
but last night my stepdads daughter sent me a text asking me if I had
a spare room.. UMMM HELLO NO.. I have a 3 bedroom house..
Not to mention that I don't have the patience to deal with someone
that can't really and don't want to help themselves.. Sorry but
if you have a child you should get a job and support it
stop depending on other people and the state for your help..
You need to get a job and get out on your own.. Be a big girl and
GET YOUR BIG GIRL PANTIES ON.. I AM NOT SUPPORTING YOU OR
YOUR CHILD LET ALONE ANY HABITS YOU MAY HAVE..
UGH.. PEOPLE ARE ANNOYING
enough complaining for now..
Until later
XOXO
Samantha
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
No Answers
Today started out great.. Went to the Refuge with Jamie and
took alot of great pictures.. Tomorrow we are going to finish up in Medicine Park.
This afternoon, I decided I should call the school to see what was going on
with my Financial Aid and of course that didn't go as well as I had hoped.
It was rejected for the 3rd time.. Why is what I want to know but of
course I am not getting the reasons why only that they are rejecting it..
I dont get the reasons only that it was rejected.. It is really so annoying...
No one seems to have many answers.. UGH.. .
WHAT AM I TO DO NOW WITH THAT....
Well any ways here is 3 picutres for Project My Life
14-16
Friday, September 17, 2010
Day 11-13
Here are Days 11-13..
I have done alot of different pictures this time
ALL IMAGES TAKEN BY ME
One of Those Days
Today, has been one of those days..
It started fine.. I got up, got the kids ready for school.
Richard had a doctors appiontment and we took hime
out their.. Rick slept most of the afternoon.
We got the kids and went a few places..
I wanted to get a few things from Hobby Lobby but never
did. They were driving me absolutely crazy.
I think I am going to start writing more..
At least then I know I was find.. I love to write so i
think i will
xoxo
Samantha
My Photo Project
Project My Life
It is my photography project.. It is something like project 365,
but I will not stop at 365 pictures.. I will continue this project..
Taking and posting Random Pictures.. These of course will be numbered
but will continue way past 365..
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Stupidity
I wonder if people have any respect anymore.. Some guy on facebook, leaves me a rude comment.. I don't even know who this person is.. He complains about what I post.. What the hell.
If people do not like it they don't have to read it seriously.. If you befriend someone talk to them, get to know them. Just don't send alot of stupid cause invites to stupid things and leave a rude comment on their profile.. Seriously people..
You know he is probably trying to bring me down.. But NEWS FLASH.. NOT WORKING...
Not going to bring me down..
xoxo
Samantha
If people do not like it they don't have to read it seriously.. If you befriend someone talk to them, get to know them. Just don't send alot of stupid cause invites to stupid things and leave a rude comment on their profile.. Seriously people..
You know he is probably trying to bring me down.. But NEWS FLASH.. NOT WORKING...
Not going to bring me down..
xoxo
Samantha
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Never forgotten
Never Forgotten September 11, 2001..
I remember that day. Rick was working at BFI and he came home about 9 am
He turned it to the news and i was in shock.. Tears came pouring out of my eyes.
It was amazing that someone would want America to fall but you know
instead it made us stronger as a nation. Flags came up everywhere..
People stood together, enemies became friends.
Remember today and thank a Military Member, Fireman,
and a Police Officer. Most of the American Hero's that seem to
be forgotten..
DO NOT CLAIM THIS IMAGE.. WAS MADE BY RICK..
Friday, September 10, 2010
Another Blog
I have decided to do another Blog..
I know you are probably thinking why
but that is simple.. Someplace I can post a
A YEAR AND A LIFE OF ME..
MY LIFE ON THE TRAIL, SCRAP PAGES, AND OTHER THINGS
I HAVE CREATED WITH MY PHOTOGRAPHY..
SURE I CAN POST IT HERE OR ON MY PHOTOGRAPHY BLOG
BUT I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT AND BECAUSE I CAN LOL..
XOXO
SAMANTHA
Not Understanding
I swear, my landlord has no sense sometimes.. Does he honestly think that things magically go away and fix them selves if you don't.. Hell he knew back in January when we moved in that my Roof needed fixed.. He has sent several people out here to look at it and give him an estimate and he told me that he wasn't fixing it because it was 8,000 to get it done.. Now since the ceiling fell in he wants to send someone out to look at it once again.. UGh... I SWEAR.. I wonder what he thinks sometimes... It didnt magically fix its self.. IT NEEDS REPLACED UGH
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Here We Go....... Again..
Today is another day.. Cycle starts today. So that means late nights and Saturdays..
I am not complaining though because their is only 2 cycles left this year.
So yesterday it rained and I mean rained.. Nothing like before where it rained for
20 minutes and stopped.. We needed a good rain.. The only issue with that is
that the tile in the den ceiling fell yesterday and needless to say everything got
wet that was in the area.. I am so glad that i moved My Tatty Teddies a few days ago..
I would cry if they got ruined... The 2 that are in the boxes are worth alot of money at this
point and I can't replace them... So yeah I would definately cry..
I sent the landlord a text letting him know what happened and he is like GREAT..
What the hell is that.. It is not a good thing that it fell.. UGH.. He pisses me off sometimes..
What the hell.. If he would have replaced the roof in the spring we wouldnt be where we are now
with the ceiling.. Hell I guess I can expect nothing to get done since he still hasn't managed to completely get my air conditioner fixed. So it seems that its another thing that we have to deal with
OH BELIEVE ME I BROKE OUT THE CAMERA AND TOOK PICTURES OF IT YESTERDAY TOO.. Their is no way in hell he is blaming this shit on me..
DO NOT THINK SO.. I AM JUST WAITING FOR HIS WIFE TO CALL AND BITCH AT ME
CAUSE IT FELL.. Oh If She does she will be in for a rude awakening.. UGH
Considering that is what she did with the stupid air conditioner.. Its not like I beat the stupid thing with a hammer.. UGH
I still havent heard anything from Excelsior about weither or not my Financial Aid was approved..
Very doubtful that it has been or will be.. So its one of those got to wait and see things..
I think i am going to call at 1pm EST.. Its 11:33 here.. So They are all at lunch right now..
Fingers crossed I get some answers but who knows..
Well that is enough for now.. I am sure I will be back later
XOXO,
Samantha
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Not Very Happy
I am not very happy at this point in time today.. I found out last
night someone else is using the name i was for my photography.
So now i am redoing everything with it. This is a long process but
after this is all said and done and we have the extra money
I am taking and getting this name Copyright protected. It is so
annoying to have to change everything because people.. Sometimes
I want to give up but you know I am not letting them get to me..
Not to mention I have to redo the watermarks and everything
else.. OMG this is going to be a pain in the rear end..
I guess I better get to work... More Later
XOXO,
Samantha
Monday, September 6, 2010
Another day
The kids have been home today and its been one of those days.
Richard has been arguing about everything today.. Its one of
those days to where I want to smack him..
I am just glad that they go back to school tomorrow..
they are driving me crazy.. Tomorrow it is lots of calls again.
!. MYCAA
2. EXCELSIOR
3. WEBHOSTING PAD
4. DENTIST
On top of everything my damn site is messing up.
It wont let me change my template or redo my site..
ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS
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